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[ssrs]

after i pass u in rank

[superultra]

whatever
pass me now i'll still beat u at the end
i have nowhere to go and my phones fully charged

[ssrs]

arent u living a carefree life

[ ... not like itaru has anywhere to go, but, details. ]

u should try exploring this place or sth
get a part time job like a good kid
heard theres some market thing going maybe u can grow stuff 2 sell and then buy me recharge cards so i can roll gacha

[superultra]

i've explored all i want to explore already
and don't give me bullshit advice like that
i don't want to hear it from some stay at home pet

[ he assumes. ]

[ssrs]

right, right
at least thanks to my "job" i dont have to worry abt expenses tho
unlike u

[ he's wrong but itaru doesn't care to correct him... ]

[superultra]

wait you actually have a job????

[ssrs]

is being a pet not a job?
nya

[superultra]

........ugh.

well, you seem to be fine, so.
just wanted to check on you.

[ssrs]

jk
pvp tournaments do rein u in some cash tho

hey
are u angry?

[superultra]

huh

no

[ .......he's just. trying to keep this short. doing what itaru told him, aka texting him, just to not leave any loose ends on... whatever. ]

[ssrs]

oh
ok

[ well. if banri doesn't want to stay in touch, itaru can't force him - it stings, but it's a new world, and it's not as if banri's got the same kinds of hangups itaru does. he feels something in his chest tighten, dark and uncomfortable; like a lifeline slipping between his fingers, he wants to clutch onto banri's presence - but he's not that selfish.

it still sucks, though. ]

sorry

[superultra]

[ what really sucks is that it's easier to read itaru through text than in person. it should be the other way around. but he can tell, just by the small pause between his words, exactly what itaru is thinking. ]

what
why are you sorry

i told you i'm not angry
i mean it
i'll send you cards to refill your gacha funds if that's what it takes for you to believe me

[ssrs]

[ he knows he's being a child (again) but... UGH. ]

i don't want cards
im just

[ scared, of banri cutting him off because of what happened. it wouldn't be entirely beyond reason, either, so it's not like he can really get mad about it, but... ]

can u promise me sth

[superultra]

[ well that makes two of them. except banri thinks he already got cut off??? ]

yeah?

[ssrs]

[ he hesitates, because no matter what he says, he sounds like a teenage girl whose boyfriend of two weeks is already getting bored with her. ugh... dumb. ]

dont leave me

[ in the end, he settles for embarrassing honesty. ]

[superultra]

[ ah...

for some reason, banri was expecting itaru to say the complete opposite. his heart sinks, confused, wondering why he's saying this to him when he clearly made a run for it at the end after banri freaked him out. ]

hey...
shouldn't that be my line?

in any case, i told you i'd be here to help you however i can, so nah, i'm not leaving you
dumbass.

[ssrs]

[ he ran to escape awkwardness, sure, but... he didn't think it'd scare banri away for weeks, okay!! he's stupid, banri has to give him some leeway here? ]

i wanted to give u time
so i didnt text u first but
it sucks when u dont talk to me
jerk

[superultra]

time for what??????
dude we didn't break up or anything

[ but well, he does know itaru can be insecure about personal stuff, so... he better at least let him know there's no reason to worry. it's not like he did anything wrong, anyway. ]

we're cool
right

[ssrs]

idfk

[ and he doesn't, because things like "dealing with awkwardness after you banged your friend" did not happen to itaru before this place made him lose his mind, apparently. ]

yea
well i hope so

[superultra]

man i hate this????
i wasn't feelin weird about it until you felt weird about it!!!
stop it

let's hang out again soon
like, normal people
that should work right
unless you're too scared or sth

[ssrs]

i didnt feel weird
i only started feeling weird when u were like
"k since ur alive u can go rot again bye"
????????????????

im not scared
take me out bitch

[superultra]

wow
it's a good thing ur not my gf because if you're like this NOW

shut up
im gonna take you out in the sniper way

[ssrs]

stfu
i cant be ur gf bc im not a girl

good
that works even better

[superultra]

if you say so

fine
if that's "even better" i don't need to take you out the normal way then?

[ssrs]

no
u need 2 do both

[ nvm he is a needy gf ]