[ well. if banri doesn't want to stay in touch, itaru can't force him - it stings, but it's a new world, and it's not as if banri's got the same kinds of hangups itaru does. he feels something in his chest tighten, dark and uncomfortable; like a lifeline slipping between his fingers, he wants to clutch onto banri's presence - but he's not that selfish.
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[ well. if banri doesn't want to stay in touch, itaru can't force him - it stings, but it's a new world, and it's not as if banri's got the same kinds of hangups itaru does. he feels something in his chest tighten, dark and uncomfortable; like a lifeline slipping between his fingers, he wants to clutch onto banri's presence - but he's not that selfish.
it still sucks, though. ]
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